I’m Okay

I’ll be okay. We talked it out. We have an understanding. We are both content with how it is. We aren’t going to change anything. I can deal with this. I can deal with loving this man with all my heart and not having those feelings returned.

I’m enjoying life and I’m not going to let myself be sad because of this one thing.

I Hate Myself For Loving You

I think of you ev’ry night and day.
You took my heart, then you took my pride away.
I hate myself for loving you .
Can’t break free from the the things that you do.
I wanna walk but I run back to you, that’s why
I hate myself for loving you .

But I can deal. I am a better person than I was at the beginning of the year. I can do this. I will be fine. I will be okay. I am stronger than I was.